I'm a 100% T&P for PTSD. Honestly, the sooner I die, the better life will be for me and anyone that knows me. I've been reading on YUKU about 100% vets with PTSD who want to work. To be honest, you're not a 100% vet. You don't even know. Me? Trying to choke my wife in my sleep so now I have to be locked up at night or my family locks me out because I sleep walk. Can't go out to eat, I might go to jail. Can't drive, I might go to jail. Can't go to family functions, I might go to jail. So I'm tucked in, right here. I have a little boat and that allows me to fish, but I contemplate suicide every time I go. I consider suicide everyday. All day. That's my life. All day, every day.